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Still Alive

by John Christian

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1.
Traveling on the moon town train Not feeling quite half insane With an opponent of the peace time land This is where we have to stand Is there nobody paying no due To what you and I are going through Echoes lead us to the safety zone There’s love for all and you can have your own If you can’t find tomorrow Maybe you can beg or borrow I can no longer reach you Somebody else will have to teach you now Take an alligator to your grave Everyone will blindly wave All because of one big score – tell me Have you ever done this before? These are emotions we are told to hide Some even call it genocide Hot coals on a star lit lake Our love can never be called a mistake Even though there is illusion The common thread is confusion I can no longer reach me Somebody else will have to teach me now Occupy another home No education you have known With an eternal lock around your neck How come you cannot mend your pockets before you beg? There is danger in numbers here Some of us might disappear Then what would all the prophets say? Miscalculating judgment day Perhaps the vacation’s over Sling the bag on your shoulder You can no longer reach me Somebody else has already touched me now
2.
And so once again The hero finds himself a friend Far away from his home Building castles by the shore Twisted wreckage burning still There to keep some love on chill The hero’s gone, bring in the next After all aren’t we the best Come along on this sunny day But be careful don’t give yourself away The plastic warriors melt the sky As they ruin your mind alibi A cable snaps you hear it fall Now on the ground I’ll meet you all Shorn against the hero’s will The shadow’s sharpened for the kill This cause is here to stay A new world order is on the way Now across the line we stand As we now remove our hand Place the rock back where we found The enemy is all around This then is my story told Believe only the truth hold
3.
Come To Me 04:37
A thousand angry bombs they fall Upon a thousand foreign shores A thousand bunkered generals plot The gravestones of a thousand more Come to me my darling one We'll build our castle in the sun By the shade of the maple tree I know one day that you will come to me One hundred men do barely sleep They march through paddies six feet deep An unknown schedule to keep As death claims all around their feet Come to me my lovely one Leave not what's been left undone By the willows near the sea That day is soon that you will come to me Ten soldiers walk a jungle track One hundred pounds upon their back Their eyes show more than they can tell They lived their lives on earth in hell Come to me my only one The time is near; it has begun By the way you look at me You're telling that you will come to me O lonely mother cries in vain Another soul expires in pain A single soldier cries to sleep And prays the Lord his soul to keep Come to me my lonely one And we'll find pleasure in the sunday By this winding road we'll see One day you will come to me Come to me my darling one We'll build our castle in the sun By the shade of that maple tree I know one day that you will come to me
4.
Work for money Two sets of rules – different opportunities Wonder, do you fair well here With all the handicaps you’ve got Slave for fun When will you have delight – two different cages Don’t listen to the howling It may call you in and then … All work no joy Work for money Impotence – you’ll never admit to it If all you have is what you need In your backyard – your family tree Never mind the pain No Joy Two sides to every face One only does it for the purse Can’t be satisfied until it’s over Two different attitudes each opposing and then … All work no joy Work for money There are no rules – uneven opportunities One alternative exception Can found seen through your stare Dance for life Above all remain pacified Don’t mistake that cage for more It’s worth is directly proportional to the time spent Looking for the open door and then ... All work no joy
5.
The rain it holds no questions As darkness fills the skies This place where death's erupting Complete the raging lies It's not for us to judge it Cantankerous on high I'll take you on a journey To touch the darkened skies The fields are filled with fire Reaching for the sky Burning with angered power Remind us of the lies Of those who came before us Their souls are touched by hell Contented with their absence Reminded by the smell The rain it has the answers It spills out of the sky And now unto the city The people choke and cry There is no explanation Our journey's come to be The past is now the future If only we could see
6.
Tenacious fog crept slowly to blanket The remains of what he’d done Unhurriedly he wiped his hands From the blood of his victim The murder was over before the scream The terror still in her eyes He turned and walked back to the round about With a proper English style I knew Jack the ripper The streets became his playground The moorlands of mortal sin Staring bedeviled into the darkness Visitation settled in Stale odour of opium on his breath Satan powered his reflective thought Obsession had control of his very soul As he would turn cold steel to hot I knew Jack the ripper
7.
What to do when you’re broke and blue The sunshine’s not breaking through And all the wealth that you thought you made Will not help to make you whole What to say when you look away From the three and you don’t pray The water’s cold and you ain’t as bold So you shiver quake and cry I need a ladder of my own Not one that has been used before And with that ladder of my own I’ll climb the hill and I’ll be gone Where to go when I dig my hole To crawl into the dreams I hold Like a gopher I’m search for Something that I can chew Where to hide no one can trace I’ll dig myself out of this place That’s the time I realize That I am getting old The money’s gone and the rent is due The water’s cold but I ain’t through The sun will come and shine on me And I will live again The day is now; no alibi It should come as no surprise I’ve broken through the clouds and I find That it’s a bright new sunny day I’ve got a ladder of my own Not one that has been used before And with this ladder of my own I’ll climb the hill and I’ll be gone You’ll need a ladder of your own Not one that has been used before And with that ladder of your own You’ll climb the hill and you’ll be gone
8.
Misery 05:26
I would do anything not to be this way Take you for a ride in the month of May Take you by the hand through the holy land For a thousand years wipe away your tears I would say anything to be on your side Then you can never tell when hero’s in hell So prepare to see the chosen destiny A lock without a key – this is misery I can’t no longer wait; want to no longer hate In the left behind I am in my mind Now you realize you are in disguise Hope the lesson learned teach us all how to burn In the month of June beneath the stormy moon The secret’s then revealed high upon the hill There for all to see what is meant to be A ship without a sea – this is misery You find a way on in You take it while you can Following a ‘why’ You walk the sky Then you set aside The what you look inside It’s all the factory – this is misery I would do anything not to be this way Trip you for a ride in the month of May Drag you by the hand through the promise land For a million years reduce you to tears I would say anything to see the other side And you can always tell when you’re in hell As we prepare to see our only destiny A cold cup of tea – this is misery
9.
Culture scratching; urban instinct Pagan pagan; crawling around crawling around Will you concede again – dream of body and soul Distorted dissonance contorted on a cross Culture beware this is a nightmare Culture diving; further under Banshee banshee; wailing around wailing around Will you not sing again – touch effeminate cry Tied to a beast with fire for its eyes Culture beware this is a nightmare Culture intake; power curbed on Demon demon; robbing around robbing around We'll sacrifice again – burning out of control Spike for the fit ensures the blood to flow Culture beware this is a nightmare They torture you – they torture me
10.
Like a liberated dove – I fly through the sky To bring balance, peace and love Then breathe the reason why You come across so aggravating Let’s end the war; I’m tired of waiting I ask of you to tell me Who’s suffering now Like an ear to the ground – I listen to the words Let go and start to fall Don’t wait to take your turn You bring about so much complication There’s no need to feel this hatred I ask of you to tell me Who’s suffering now Like an ordinary man – I travel through the day And with every step I plan To unravel what they say You defy all sense of passion Void of thought; drenched in confusion I ask of you to tell me Who’s suffering now You hide your face and lose your anger You make the claim I’ll burn forever But still I ask of you to tell me Who’s suffering now Like sand upon the shore – I move with the wind Though the surf does take a toll It won’t make my heart sink You think you can end this magic Then how come your life’s so tragic Though I ask you will not tell me Who’s suffering now

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This album consists of songs that were considered in early 2016 for the Rough Pup sessions.

They were recorded in November 2015 right after the JCFV Unfolded and Grown album was released.

This album is a simple interpretation of 10 songs played on acoustic guitar with harmonica and bass.

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released April 2, 2017

John Christian: acoustic guitar, harmonica, bass, and vocals.

Written, arranged and produced by John Christian

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